Psalm 119: Daleth – The Phantom’s Gold

It’s odd how tasty evil
    can often seem to be,
Engorging self primeval
    the darkest dreams in me.

My steps grow ever softer
    the longer that I hold
To ways I shouldn’t wander
    far seeking for false gold.

The false joy often lifting
    me up to lofty heights,
My feet then barely touching
    the earth in rapture’s flight.

But when the truth comes dawning
    like sun on foggy land,
I see in human longing,
    a phantom that now stands.

My substance slowly fading
    and dark dreams held so dear,
My longing quickly making
    of joy a salty tear.

Yet even in this trading
    of true for falsely thin
And in this slow unmaking
    of solid soul within,

I struggle to acknowledge
    the path I’m walking down
Is tread with the full knowledge
    of destiny’s dark town.

Lord, make my soul now heavy
    with sorrow for my sin
And help me now live worthy
    of changes made within.

Please take my phantom substance
    and bring it back to earth,
Then with your holy utt’rance
    breathe life and give new birth.

Make me a solid creature
    that walks along your way,
A man with holy features
    now clearer ev’ry day.

Then hand in hand, my Savior
    lead me along life’s path
And quell this constant waver
    and keep me from your wrath.

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